haven't been updating my blog for quite some time. well, i guess there's nothing of interest that i'd like to write. on the other hand, i'm also a very lazy n not so avid blogger.
had the thought of taking away this blog of mine when i remembered it was my dear friend who set it up for me, and the other day she scolded me for not updating at all. :P
i'm on a new assignment lately, and it was really something different. i really like it. it's good exposure. also, i know this new girl who's really anxious over her work. she apologises for every single thing, even when she insists on discussing her doubts on a particular task. i say, that's a good attitude. she said she's just being stubborn, but i think everyone's stubborn in a way or another. i on the other hand, shd channel it to the something that will benefit me and the people that care for me and not on what i've been aimlessly doing all this while.
it's gonna be the end of 2008 soon, and a year of ermm.. chaotic? disturbing? well.. something along that line has gone.. it's time that cannot be rewound. the cause is the act of one own and i've pretty much done quite a number. lol..
my friend, when you think things are going smoothly, and something just ruined it, don't despair. everybody makes mistakes. if u're destined to have it, you will. but if not, no matter how much you fight for it, you will only end up being more disappointed.
i'm glad that ur blog is up again. :)
and i'm also hoping that this phase will be overcome by you two better than how stubborn i was in handling mine. :)
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Petrol hike... once more
This morning, on the radio, there was a heavy debate on the proposed increase in petrol prices... AGAIN. This time, we are threatened by the removal of petrol subsidies by the Government and that means, no more RM1.92 per liter, but instead, a price of approximately RM4? That's DOUBLE! In the morning, it was still a discussion, but at 6pm, news spread like fire, stating that starting from tomorrow we'll all be burdened by the revision of price to RM2.70 per liter.
The craze of queuing for petrol is unimaginable. The roads were jam packed with cars! Luckily, I didn't need to go anywhere near a petrol kiosk as there were many alternatives back to my house. =)
The radios were broadcasting bout the heavy traffic and also advised the citizens to not bother to go out as it is likely that there will be a shortage of petrol at the kiosks! Just imagine that. Super crazy. Why didn't I join the queue? cos... I pumped full this morning! Yeah! Hehehe..
I did a very daring thing today! Go against the traffic! The roads were so jammed.. and there were cars making a U-turn ( I thought it was a legal U-turn ) but when I got nearer, it appeared to be the opposite direction of a one way street, and it's not a normal back-lane, it's the highway! As I wanted to short-cut and go back ASAP, I followed suit. Got stalled for a few minutes there cos of the traffic light, I tell you.. I started to panic, and keep thinking what if a police car suddenly came and summon everyone, reporters come to snap pictures, and tmr i'll be on the headlines!! SCARY~~ luckily nothing of that sort happened and I got home in less than 10mins. If I had followed the proper way.. maybe... 45 mins? :D
Also, was surprised that I couldn't recognise him. That was so weird.
I'm not going to SG anymore for the job. Being pulled out. Sigh...
The craze of queuing for petrol is unimaginable. The roads were jam packed with cars! Luckily, I didn't need to go anywhere near a petrol kiosk as there were many alternatives back to my house. =)
The radios were broadcasting bout the heavy traffic and also advised the citizens to not bother to go out as it is likely that there will be a shortage of petrol at the kiosks! Just imagine that. Super crazy. Why didn't I join the queue? cos... I pumped full this morning! Yeah! Hehehe..
I did a very daring thing today! Go against the traffic! The roads were so jammed.. and there were cars making a U-turn ( I thought it was a legal U-turn ) but when I got nearer, it appeared to be the opposite direction of a one way street, and it's not a normal back-lane, it's the highway! As I wanted to short-cut and go back ASAP, I followed suit. Got stalled for a few minutes there cos of the traffic light, I tell you.. I started to panic, and keep thinking what if a police car suddenly came and summon everyone, reporters come to snap pictures, and tmr i'll be on the headlines!! SCARY~~ luckily nothing of that sort happened and I got home in less than 10mins. If I had followed the proper way.. maybe... 45 mins? :D
Also, was surprised that I couldn't recognise him. That was so weird.
I'm not going to SG anymore for the job. Being pulled out. Sigh...
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
My 550 Part 2
April - RM619
May 13 - RM400
This morning, met with an accident. RM400 just vanished into thin air.
The Gen-2 I crashed into got the RM400.
What did I get?
One day of:
- EL
- Emo
- Sleep
Another thing, my PC is showing me signs of it crashing soon. Ain't that a good thing? I can have a new one!! But before that, let me think of where am I suppose to dig that amount of money. =)
-4letterwords-
May 13 - RM400
This morning, met with an accident. RM400 just vanished into thin air.
The Gen-2 I crashed into got the RM400.
What did I get?
One day of:
- EL
- Emo
- Sleep
Another thing, my PC is showing me signs of it crashing soon. Ain't that a good thing? I can have a new one!! But before that, let me think of where am I suppose to dig that amount of money. =)
-4letterwords-
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Part time job
"Remember what you have to do this weekend!"
"WAsh the toilets!"
"Vacuum the floor!"
"Mop it!"
"Don't forget the balcony as well!"
"Put the clothes to wash!"
"You need to have a routine!"
"Start a new one!"
"What you do now everyday is work, come home, computer computer computer.. then go out. No packing, no cleaning. Every week I have to remind you. Every week you do 1 or 2 of those chores and never the FULL course~!"
It's a script written and memorised to be played to me when Saturday approaches. It seems to be like the mantra read to Monkey King whenever he misbehaves.
TUhan ku.
I can't lead the life I want. I need to reorganise a routine. My current routine is not a routine. It is not a "life".
The mantra becomes more frequent, squeezing my soul with the invisible crown whenever I have my own plans during weekend. Like for example, this Sat, I have plans with colleagues in the morning. Then, I plan to go to the gym as I haven't been there for nearly 3 weeks due to 2 weeks ago I was back in Melaka, and last week I was at a retreat with my sister and my aunt's family. So I said I might not be at home on Saturday and I guess my PC will have to be repaired on Sunday instead.
Thus...
"Remember what you have to do this weekend!"
"WAsh the toilets!"
"Vacuum the floor!"
"Mop it!"
"Don't forget the balcony as well!"
"Put the clothes to wash!"
"Put the clothes that you want ironed outside!"
"You can't just vacuum it. You must mop it! The floor is very dirty!!!"
Grrrrr!!
Now back to work, you washer lady.
"WAsh the toilets!"
"Vacuum the floor!"
"Mop it!"
"Don't forget the balcony as well!"
"Put the clothes to wash!"
"You need to have a routine!"
"Start a new one!"
"What you do now everyday is work, come home, computer computer computer.. then go out. No packing, no cleaning. Every week I have to remind you. Every week you do 1 or 2 of those chores and never the FULL course~!"
It's a script written and memorised to be played to me when Saturday approaches. It seems to be like the mantra read to Monkey King whenever he misbehaves.
TUhan ku.
I can't lead the life I want. I need to reorganise a routine. My current routine is not a routine. It is not a "life".
The mantra becomes more frequent, squeezing my soul with the invisible crown whenever I have my own plans during weekend. Like for example, this Sat, I have plans with colleagues in the morning. Then, I plan to go to the gym as I haven't been there for nearly 3 weeks due to 2 weeks ago I was back in Melaka, and last week I was at a retreat with my sister and my aunt's family. So I said I might not be at home on Saturday and I guess my PC will have to be repaired on Sunday instead.
Thus...
"Remember what you have to do this weekend!"
"WAsh the toilets!"
"Vacuum the floor!"
"Mop it!"
"Don't forget the balcony as well!"
"Put the clothes to wash!"
"Put the clothes that you want ironed outside!"
"You can't just vacuum it. You must mop it! The floor is very dirty!!!"
Grrrrr!!
Now back to work, you washer lady.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
My 550
my car! it's killling me!! i'm skipping work, forced to take EL so many times cause of it! tomorrow would be the second time in a month! what the hell!!
first, it was the batt, fine, that was my fault, i forgot to switch off the headlights in the morning and left it for the whole day so the batt went dead. fine.. my fault.
n today? the door refused to close! Dn! Cp! doors are to be opened and closed right? isn't that how a door sps to function? but hell no. when i opened it today, i heard something falling to the ground, i looked but saw nothing, so i continued to load my bag n all into the backseat and when i want to close it, it can't close! St!! and the worse thing was, i was in seremban. i had to drive all the way back to KL. on the bright side, my senior carpooled with me today. so guess what? she had to hold on to the door the whole journey back to kl.. and i had to drive extra cautiously.
dunno how much it's gonna cost me tomorrow. sigh.
first, it was the batt, fine, that was my fault, i forgot to switch off the headlights in the morning and left it for the whole day so the batt went dead. fine.. my fault.
n today? the door refused to close! Dn! Cp! doors are to be opened and closed right? isn't that how a door sps to function? but hell no. when i opened it today, i heard something falling to the ground, i looked but saw nothing, so i continued to load my bag n all into the backseat and when i want to close it, it can't close! St!! and the worse thing was, i was in seremban. i had to drive all the way back to KL. on the bright side, my senior carpooled with me today. so guess what? she had to hold on to the door the whole journey back to kl.. and i had to drive extra cautiously.
dunno how much it's gonna cost me tomorrow. sigh.
Monday, April 7, 2008
q
I have to apologise for triggering a false alarm, but honestly, the pic in 2 posts before this seems like a cut wrist right? Okay, it IS a cut wrist. However, it was intentional. If it was meant to be intentional, the cut wouldn't be so minor. The truth is, I bruised it while closing my closet door, somehow, it just so happened the cut appeared like that. It's okay now, maybe a small mark, but no worries, no arteries went snaking, oozing blood okay?
Although things weren't really bright lately, but I won't inflict pain unto myself. I'm scared .. :P
But THANKS to those who actually really cared for me. Knowing that you all care but yet I still remain in "the state" makes me feel like I'm such an idiot. It makes me wanna cry everytime people ask me why am I so sad, please smile more, what's troubling you, what do you want and so on.. It makes me feel so lousy each time some one cares for me but I can't seem to show that I'm feeling better and that they don't have to worry for me.
Don't worry, be happy.
Okay, some happy things. My sisters got back from Japan, know what they got me? Alcohols! I wanted just sake actually, wanted to try, in the end, she bought a lot of plum wine... ... and also Pepsi (due to its previous ambassador - AK) but so many bottles and types of plum wine n only 1 sake. they really think i'm an alcoholic. can die ... Lol.. I took a pic of them bottles, but haven't transferred to my PC. post later. :P
Although things weren't really bright lately, but I won't inflict pain unto myself. I'm scared .. :P
But THANKS to those who actually really cared for me. Knowing that you all care but yet I still remain in "the state" makes me feel like I'm such an idiot. It makes me wanna cry everytime people ask me why am I so sad, please smile more, what's troubling you, what do you want and so on.. It makes me feel so lousy each time some one cares for me but I can't seem to show that I'm feeling better and that they don't have to worry for me.
Don't worry, be happy.
Okay, some happy things. My sisters got back from Japan, know what they got me? Alcohols! I wanted just sake actually, wanted to try, in the end, she bought a lot of plum wine... ... and also Pepsi (due to its previous ambassador - AK) but so many bottles and types of plum wine n only 1 sake. they really think i'm an alcoholic. can die ... Lol.. I took a pic of them bottles, but haven't transferred to my PC. post later. :P
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Happy April Fool's Day!
I am happy. I have a job, I've graduated. I have a family, I have my own money to spend. I get to buy what I want, eat what I want. I have a car, I have a house to live in. I have clothes to keep me warm, a comfortable bed.. I should be happy and am happy. :)
My car is happy too. It refused to open its door for me today. The car key's alarm is lighted indicating that it's not battery problem but it refuses to open its door. Used the key, opened, but can't start the engine. But I AM HAPPY! Bcos I get to take half day off tomorrow, to repair my car. I am happy.
Shouldn't I be happy? Tired, but happy. *SMILE*
My car is happy too. It refused to open its door for me today. The car key's alarm is lighted indicating that it's not battery problem but it refuses to open its door. Used the key, opened, but can't start the engine. But I AM HAPPY! Bcos I get to take half day off tomorrow, to repair my car. I am happy.
Shouldn't I be happy? Tired, but happy. *SMILE*
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